I know that I'm probably just freaking out
panic attacks each night are cause from this doubt
trust me I'm not over reacting
i just see days for what they are
each day is a count down to loosing it all
so when that day comes i'll be ready to take the fall
Chorus:
At a younger age my mindset was so far from what it is now.
It's drastically changed and I don't know why or how.
The thought this current age seemed so far to me,
I thought I'd be seen as a number and not a human being
Family and friendships are what should matter most.
Put your fucking day job aside and money on hold.
I know that we all have to get by in life.
But I promise there's no point in living,
Unless you stop and smell the roses.
Take time to look at the wind in the trees,
The birds in the sky and realize in everything
There's more that meets the eye.(there's more that meets the eye)
Our concept of what matters has been spoon fed,
Do you think about your day when you roll out of bed?
Or do you fall back into the same routine .
The one where you only care about money, food, and greed.
We possess the power to use words to fix problems.
Instead we ignore our meaningful abilities.
I wish I could care more about the betterment of you and me.
Chorus:
At a younger age my mindset was so far from what it is now.
It's drastically changed and I don't know why or how.
The thought this current age seemed so far to me,
I thought I'd be seen as a number and not a human being
Youth is something that I hold close to my heart.
Tell when does it end, does it ever restart.
We're still growing up.
We're all changing each day.
We're all different than the rest.
Is that an excuse or an explanation?
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